september 7th

dear amberly.
you are now at college.
i miss you oh so dearly.
and i get texts from you at school that i can't respond to.
why do you do it to me?
and school sucks.
and alexa thinks i hate her,
and i cant decide if i do or not.
it's bad news.
and i miss you.
but i know you are where you are supossed to be,
and sydnee makes me feel better about things.
i love you.
love cammie.

august 26th

dear amberly.
i am writing this to you on my bed.
because you are awesome and when i called you today, you told me to watch friends on my bed on your laptop. and i feel super cool.
i like talking to you on the phone.
and i like when you come over and bring the robinson kids over.
it makes me feel like we are all grown up.
i love you.
love cammie.

august 26th

dear amberly.
school sucks.
the highschool feels so lonely without you.
i hate it when i don't see you sitting at your table at lunch.
oh, and good news, freaky people sit there now.
losers.
i wanted to sit there.
i love you.
love cammie

august 20th

dear amberly.
two weeks.
i can feel my heart breaking.
love cammie.

august 17th

dear amberly.
death to the traitor i say.
so, mams making us wake up early to "get prepared for schoool."
good death.
so, after we eat breakfast i naturally go back to sleep.
but no! two minutes later the women comes into my room and tells me i have to do something.
what is there to do at 7:30 in the morning?
so i go on the computer.
and i can see no one in the house except mother and i.
and when mother leaves, i run into the childrens rooms only to find them asleep.
did she even bother to tell them to do something productive with there day?
no.
if you find her straped down to her bed, don't let her go. it would help all of us.
cammie.

august 6th

dear amberly.
your work is ruining my life.
i just want to play with you everyday, but your always gone.
and, when you are here, trent muclure steals you away. not really sure whats going on with that.
last night i had a dream that we were at disneyland. we were there. and we wanted to go on some rides, but mom wouldn't let us, and i was so upset, and my hair kept falling in my face, and i was giving mom some finger guns behind her back, and you were trying to fix my hair, and i finally just fell over on the ground at alice and wonderland and cried. and you were trying to stick a headband in my hair, and i woke up, and i was crying.
i think it means something.
but i cant really tell.
good thing we are going to disneyland in february.
good thing you are my best friend.
and good thing we act like whiny five year olds when we're together.
i love you.
love cammie.

june 16th

dear amberly.
sometimes i wish for things.
sometimes they dont come true.
sometimes i wish that you would never grow up and stay my best friend forever.
sometimes i wish that.
i love you.
love cammie

june 7th

dear amberly
hey.
on friday we went shopping, but both of us were so tired that we didn't really acomplish much.
sometimes i like to hang out with you more than all of my other friends.
to bad i havn't seen you all summer.
pretty soon you'll be leaving for college.
that makes me sad.
so sad.
and scared.
scared for you, becuase thats scary.
living by yourself.
so, all about your whitney situation.
i think that you are always thinking of her, and never of yourself.
when you kissed carson at prom you thought about how it would affect whitney. not how you liked it.
i think you should think of yourself.
if you like trever, do something about it! if whitney is the kind of friend that will let a boy ruin your friendship, is she really the best kind of friend?
those are my opinions.
i know they are kind of sharp.
i don't like that whitney is always hurting you.
thats all.
i love you.
love cammie.

june 2nd

dear amberly.
hi.
i like you.
love cammie.

may 30th

dear amberly.
i'm not really sure what to write about today.
lately i've been having friend drama.
its stupid things.
and i know i wont be friends with these people forever.
but you will be my friend forever.
thank you for being my true bff.
i love you.
love cammie.

may 28th

dear amberly.
you graduated yesterday.
what?
and partied all night.
and i feel like i only saw you when we were with all of our relatives.
and i don't like that.
because it makes me realilze that you're leaving soon.
oh, and, while i was on the computer you recived a message from byu-i. and i realized that your going there. all the way to idaho.
how far away is that?
i dont know, but its to far away for me to drive to everyday.
oh dear! what shall i do without you?
i'm dying a little inside every day.
i love you.
i miss you already.
dont leave me!
who cares if you go to college?
not i!
i only want you to be in my life forever.
i love you.
love cammie.

may 26th

dear amberly.
hey.
tomorrow you graduate.
thats crazy.
it seems like just yesterday we were doing something ridiculous and immature.
but now your all grown up.
you're going to go to work all day.
you're going to go to college.
i miss you already.
love, cammie

may 15th

so that little girl that lives in our house? you know who i'm talking about?
i think i might punch her.

may 11th

oh hey,
this weekend we went to idaho, for rachels wedding.
you want to get married. i can tell.
this letter isn't really for you. it's for your husband to be.

Dear amberly's husband to be.
hi.
it's cammie. amberly's sister.
i love amberly.
if you ever hurt her, i will hunt you down, and it will not be pretty.
it will be like the thing wesly describes on the princess bride. when everything gets choped off, except your ears, so you can hear all the nasty things people say about you, and they are so terrible, that they rot you from the inside out.
i'm glad that your marrying amberly, i really am.
i think your brave.
amberly can be pretty anoying.
i know. i've lived with her forever.
but she is more great than anoying.
i know. i've lived with her forever.
amberly has tons of talents.
she will be a great wife.
she might not be a great cook, but she can learn.
you treat her right, or i will beat you so bad, and i will know if you treat her bad, i will find out, because i am all knowing.
you should be scared.
welcome to the family,
from cammie

may 7th

oh hey!
today was an interesting day for me.
i drove to school, and i got here late so i had to park on the drag, and it was 33 degrees outside. not fun.
in drivers ed i learned all about being a trucker, and sat in a huge semi, and felt very small.
at lunch i sat in a physics classroom and listened to the weirdest man make up songs about my friend abby. that worried me a bit.
now i'm in computer tech, and i just took an end of year test.
i have no desire to remain in this class.
this weekend we're going to idaho. the one weekend i actually have plans, and boom, i get dragged out of the state.
i'm not sure i'm going to be able to handle everything without you. i guess thats why i made you this blog. so that even when your gone i can still tell you things.
i miss you, and you havn't even gone yet.
i love you,
love cammie.

may 5th

oh hey,
so today i am in computer tech, and i hate that class very much.
i am upset that you found out about this blog, i was going to try and keep it a secret until after you went to college, but at least you don't know how to find it.
wow i'm good.
today was your AP calculus test. now your finished with that.
this weekend we are going to rachels wedding, and i'm missing the only week that i actually had things planed.
man, i wish i had a life.
when you go to college, i'm going to just sit at home, all by myself watching gilmore girls.
at least right now you watch it with me.
i miss you already and your not even gone yet.
geez. what am i going to do?
love cammie

may 4th

oh hey!
today we drank hot chocolate in the living room without mom finding out.
you spilled on yourself. pro.
you bug me.
i love you!
love cammie

may 3rd

oh hey!
so today i decided to make a blog devoted all to you.
you wonderful person you.
to begin this wonderful blog, i would just like to tell you some things.
i love you.
you are probably one of my favorite people.
i know i can always be myself when i'm with you.
i can always tell you things, and you will never make fun of me. (well, you probably will, but in a good way.)
you are always making me want to become a better person.
i look up to your example more than you probably know.
i like being called amberly's little sister.
you have a wonderful testimony, and have a great spirit around you all of the time.
i love all of our inside jokes.
if i didn't have you i don't know what i would do.
you are the best sister i could ask for.
i love you
love cam.